Added: Nov 23, 2008
Author: willisdaillest
Duration: 2:20
I lived hellishly and recklessly I did it all from LSD to ecstacy drug use had become a necessity I blame it on heredity it was embedded in me genetically I'm a descendant of a tremendous number of men who were demented who experimented with sedatives and became dependant it was a vicious cycle I was tired of being a malicious psycho so I had to end it I used to abuse prescriptions now I got a new addiction I left the drugs alone and turned into a christian I recongize the gift the Lord has given through his crucifixion so now it's time to make some new decisions my life was going downhill I was a scoundrel swallowing round pills in massive amounts till I was killing myself slowly so many times I almost O.D.'d death aproached me closely I was comitting subtle suicide thoughts of slicing a vein and laying in a puddle with my fluids dried I knew the truth inside I couldn't deny it all I could do was hide to save our lives Jesus was crucified if I didn't change he died in vain so many nights I cried in pain while chemicals fried my brain I kept asking my self the same question: "Am I insane?" but through the Lord I was reborn so I could try again and this time I must succeed no longer will my mind be flushed with dust and weed or overcome with lust and greed as long as I have faith the size of a mustard seed I can move mountains remove doubt and let living water flow like a huge fountain
Channel: Music
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